Goodbye

Its not an easy thing to say to people who now are very close to you. more then sisters. I dont know how to explain it. Its like being so close that you know what the other person is thinking or feeling just by reading their signs and habits. I really dont like to think about the fact that this is my last night with the KALM girls. Its not fun to think about it. We had a girls night. Lauren showed emotion. I couldnt. That is for tomorrow when Amanda leaves and then i can cry. Not till then.
These three girls are so incredible. You know when you go into a situation where there is a whole group of new people and you think... wow.... i wonder if I will meet anyone here that will become a best friend. I thought about that befor I came to dorm. I wanted new friends... not saying the ones at home are good but sometimes I feel like they dont always understand. I wanted people to know me but not to have known me since i was 6 and headed to Kindergarten, like 28 of the 36 people in my grad class. And i thought about it befor i came..... who am I going to meet that will effect my life.
Then all of a sudden, out of no where the three of us started hanging out. I dont know why I was drawn to these three imperticular. Was it because we all had different hair colors.....??? Or was it because Lauren had good chips and dip... or was is because God said.... you will be friends, you will all need eachother at some point and each of you has something to bring. I bet on the last one.
To me, God made the greatest balance in friendships that could ever be created. Maybe a lil extra crazieneess but overall... pretty balanced. Like the fact that lauren is way more of a listener then a talker..... The nurturing that comes from Amanda .... and the protection that Meg wants to have for everyone. We all are so different, no one doubts that, yet it works. Sure there have been our fights, where the boys just know not to come over, but hey, we worked it out, and we actually worked it out, we didnt just leave it till it went away.
I just love these girls so much. There is nothing in the world that would make me want to change this year. I thank God everyday for Lauren, the German, Meg, the lover, and Amanda, the fiery red head, because for once i my life I can say that I have three Best friends that i would do anything for.


Ya and you boys, love ya too. You know who you are and you mean the world to me too because if you wouldnt have been around the estrogen would have just exploded.

Thanks for the amazing year, really, if it hadnt been for you all, I duno what I would have done.
XOXO