Change
I feel as tho my life has made a huge transfer in the past few weeks. I feel as tho I am changing stations in my life. No longer am I the recent high school graduate, other people are graduating this weekend and i will no longer be the one to have ... just done that. I have just felt like things were changing.
And tonight my life changed into another phase. A much older phase that seems weird to enter. My Best friend got engaged tonight. She is getting married. Just like adults do. Huhh. I am so excited for her. I cant believe it is happening. Its kinda like wow. Where did that come from. It was so cute. It was her parents 25th wedding anniversary and he just got down on one knee and tried to say stuff, didnt really come out and they got engaged. WOW. Now, I am in the phase of my life where people around me will be getting engaged, married, having kids. Weird. Humm... Its just a kinda funny feelling when its the person you are close to in age and have been really close to and all. Fun and exciting. No more highschool parties and new dates and who hate who to gosipp about. More grown up stuff. lol. like whos pregnant, not, dating, engaged... crazy.
Anyways I love you both and I am soooo happy for you. Im so proud!! Lol.
posted by Krysta Chelle @ 5/13/2006 02:26:00 a.m.
3 Comments:
Hehe, yep, I remember that strange feeling. It is pretty cool though... I must say that as much as I enjoyed being a "kid" I definitely enjoy being an "adult" more. Stability, adventure, freedom. As long as you can deal with a certain amount of unpredictability it is an entertaining ride. Congrats too, to whoever it is... Say hi to everyone for me Krysta...
I have mixed feelings about this stage in our lives . . . you know bout my whole 'turning 20 fear'. And sometimes i am so excited to be grown up- have different worries, wants, needs. And other times-it looks to difficult and uninviting. It scares me- change scares me, decisions scare me . . . growing up and the future scare me!
It is just so much to take in, and i've found that there is enough to deal with as it is- i don't need to worry bout all the growing up stuff on top of that . . .
Man, I wish I could go back to those days. Wait I can.... I remember coming out of High school ( like what 4 years ago) and two of my friends got engaged, then a year later more got engaged, then all of a sudden I and one other girl were the only single girls in the class. Everyone was either dating or engaged or married, with babies I might add. You get used to it. It helps that you have a boy of your own. Trust me for the longest time I was like ahhhhhh....!!!!!! But hang on, cause one day it might be your turn.
Anyway MISS YOU!!!!!
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